Me…..

Posted By on April 12, 2013

One of you had told me to share my experiences during the show. It was like the best time of my life. My life in past 7 8 months has turned around. I mean nothing that happened was ever expected but this is life. Positivity is the way I worked with. Life has to go on was what I thought when I came for the interview I had troubles, lot of it was inside me, I could have cracked n everyone could have seen water leaking out of those cracks. But there I held on myself. It was difficult to control but thankfully I could control….. thinking what has happened is past. They asked questions I never wanted to answer I never wanted to disclose. I felt responsible , I felt happy , I was scared and I was nervous. But I was confident because of my siblings. I never thought I was good enough they fed into me that confidence. It was so good. Journey , travelling , nature is what inspires me after my first inspiration my mom. It just takes me away from all the realities in the world. On bike, those rides in the mountains… freezing cold…. Nothing ,Nothing at all can be compared to it…. You just stand there look around and then close your eyes feel the breeze… It gives you eternal peace… Happiness… you will find it inside you… Its hidden inside even when the biggest troubles hit you…I have seen life can end in flick of a second so I believe in living…. And If you are living you have no reason to be sad… whatever bad time has come It will fade away…. Life can torture you to the extend you would have never thought about… All you have to do is be a warrior and fight and don’t let anything anyone to make you sad… I like going to parties enjoying with my friends and family… At the same time it gives me joy taking care of everyone….Smile is all I look for….. In myself and in people around me… I am not telling you to be the way I am but just be the way you are and still be happy….
You are worth living this life……. Live it!!!!!!
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23 Responses to “Me…..”

  1. rajveer says:

    hie its rajveer from jodhpur sonal its asum pic pl tell me ki roadies mae jaane ke liye kya krna prta hai ad i jst wnt too eny that roadies journey yar plzz tell me what should i dooo

  2. rajveer says:

    hows ur journey on roadies plz share with uss

  3. Harsh says:

    I like you.
    Hope you do not turn out to be dirty.

  4. Deepak Singh says:

    Hey Sonal. keep the Spirit Alive. True, Real inspiration and growth only comes from adversity and from challenge, from stepping away from what’s comfortable and familiar and stepping out into the unknown. And you have been doing exactly that. Keep Living and Loving the Life.

    I just wish If I could know you more, Personally. Just a Wish. May or may not come true. Haha. :)
    PS : I’m yet to find a lady as strong as you.

  5. xyz says:

    If you are living you have no reason to be sad……………….killer line where u copied it frm :P

  6. Rachit says:

    Hi..I appreciate the fact and the manner in which you present your feelings… Trust yourself, have faith in god and keep writing.

  7. samvit... says:

    my poems have failed to describe ur heart…
    my words have failed …
    KILLER INSTINCTS……dats all i can say….

  8. SonalSharma says:

    Mr. Xyz I don’t really copy lines. You don’t need to when you are expressing youself…. :)

    • vikrant malik says:

      nice reply and the line too .. “If you are living you have no reason to be sad”

  9. rajveer says:

    so , 5 are left in each team now .AND thought there might not be enought ”for ppl,i feel there is some great real task too come . well i miss suchit performance though.THE mohit bike task performancemade the tasksseem more good. i would like too see sonal too win roadies x though my personal favorite . so i hppe u will rlp me

  10. rajveer says:

    open your eyes? so the sun can rise, flower can bloom……..

    BIRDS CAN SING,BCOZ ALL r waiting to see your beautiful smile sonal

    GOOD MORNING….

  11. Vinayak says:

    Hey Sonal,

    It was that fateful Sunday where I had plenty of work to do but wanted to do NOTHING… I flipped on my laptop, hoping to catch the highlights of the previous evening’s football matches.. Browsed to youtube.. And there in Technicolor was an advertisement enticing me to watch full episodes of Roadies X. Now, I’m not much of a TV fan (hate the idiot box, felt it ruins generations’ best hours, there is so much to do outside of it, than to watch people act other peoples’ imaginary lives) and especially dislike some of the values reality shows propogate… of the lik of emotional atyachaar for example.. I can’t see any voyeuristic pleasure or learningin other people’s heartbreak! As the savage garden song goes “trust is more important than monogamy”! But I am digressing here… So remembered my bro’s words, “Anna, roadies is not just a reality show!”.. Since I had nothing better to do, began watching the first episode… Needless to say, I have watched every show since!

    Was truly hooked when I watched your interview… What a marvellous human beiing you have turned out to be! Really admired your character… And have admired the way you haven’t compromised on it, throughout! I could have bet my last dollar that you would win the half situp test.. Grit and determination was your middle name and seeing the combination of fortitude and calmness with which you brought your mental state to, to perform the task , while your behind was on fire (literally:-D… With all due respect, that is just in jest…) made u a true roadie in my book! At the same time, for all that courage and will, I also felt u were someone who would not harm a fly! :-) Circa scene to that day when you were royally beaten by that female from Roadies Sr. Team… I don’t know how many noticed that you did not deal the first blow… And despite your strength of character, despite you knowing it was just a sporting activity, your inner sense of self found it abhorrent to strike another human being… I didn’t know whether to fear for your future or be charmed by your sense of propriety! :-) While I am dead sure you can and will be a tigress when it comes to protecting your siblings, I am not sure you will fight for yourself!

    I so agree, travel is therapeutic not just to the mind, but to the soul! The way I see it… God has barely given us 3200 weeks to live, and he has made an entire planet peppered with flora, fauna and breathtaking beauty… What a pity it would be to spend these weeks in a mad rat race to earn man-made money, conform to societal mindless societals rules and blinded by materialistic competition, when the best things are free!

    • SonalSharma says:

      Wow…. I mean getting people to watch the show… You have got almost everybit of my personality which even those who claim to be my very good friends do not understand…
      I can be a tigress when it comes to protecting my self respect. I have a very strong character strength I try not to do anything wrong. That is how I work but when people start saying things that you do not accept you have to say it out…
      And stand for yourself

      • Vinayak says:

        Watched the latest episode.. Interesting group in the final.. Let’s see how it ends! I would have wished you all the best, if I didn’t know better (i.e.: it’s probably already over!)

        Cheers,
        Vinayak

        • Vinayak says:

          Hey Sonal,

          Watched the final episode (part 1) yesterday… I’m sorry about how it turned out for you… All I can offer in consolation is, you may not have won Rs. 50k (isn’t that what you said was the prize money in your interview?), but you have won the approbation of honest critics (E.g.: Raghu). You walked out with your head held high, you had some awesome experiences (saw a beautiful part of India… remember riding the clouds of Bomdila?) and… you are always a roadie (Now, more than at any other time, you can probably appreciate what it all means)!

          It was endearing to see you feel the crushing blow of having lost, and to see it dawn on your face – the implications of it all. And yet your trademark stoicism held you from breaking down… completely.

          Trust that, you cannot connect the dots looking forward, you can only connect them looking backwards. This result left you unsatisfied, so that you are driven towards achieving something greater in store for you in the future!

          God bless you! Wish you all the very best in life! :-)

          Regards,
          Vinayak

          • SonalSharma says:

            Thank you so much…. I have got amazing people around me… People like you who wish well… and I am Happy… :)

  12. yatish says:

    sonal u r awesomelyyyy awesome , saw u on tv n seriously would want to meet u one day .

  13. ajay sankh says:

    looking very cute………………

    u r a heart winner……..

    the potential ,confidence, will power $ determination u have its awsm……..

    u have nt won mtv roadies but remember always u have won many hearts which all care for u always…….

    keeps rocking ………

    v will miss u on tv show…….

    ur actual life start now u can’t imagine wt u have done in d show …………

    better than alll…………..

    and most important thing u r very cute cute cute………………….

  14. pandey says:

    Hai sonal

  15. Mukesh Goyal says:

    Hello Sonal

    i think i have seen u somewhere in real life !! r u working at logix technopark noida.?? m i right ??

  16. sudhanshu singh says:

    hi…sonal…u r my “IDOL”…since i watch ur rodies x audition….

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